Go see THIS IS IT and Remember the KING

This song is so sexy and just right for V-day even thought I don't celebrate it.

"Written In The Stars"

[Shane:]
Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment

Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I

It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you

[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[Bryan:]
Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly

I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you

[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[Mark:]
I made a few mistakes, yeah
[Shane:]
Like sometimes we do
[Mark:]
Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you

[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
And when I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[All:]
When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

[Shane:]
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Now that you have the lyrics here what it sounds like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMF6JAVJnhs

ok so today I'm missing my cat Blossom because...

 Last Thursday my cat didn't get up to eat or drink all day so my mom called the vet and the vet noticed his abs were swollen and pierced his abs to see what it was. she pulled out a vile of blood and my heart sank because cats and surgery don't go well together she gave the chances of him surviving and they were not good so I agreed to have put him to sleep. I wanted it done in front of me as sick as that sounds to whoever reads this but for me its the reality that I'm never gonna get to hold him and kiss him and tell him I love him forever that I needed to deal with they brought him and I petted him as they inserted the needles and I looked right into his eyes the whole time and he just turned his head and rested it on the table the nurse said he was gone and we said we'd go home because they were about to close and they wanted to get home.

creepy thing I was born July 24, 1988 @ 9:57a.m my cat died November 20, 2008 @ 9:57pm tell me that's not wired.

I think the part that hurts the most is that all the men in my life have left me: My father left, my male cat, the only male people that have never left me are the rock bands I'm a fan of god I am so pathetic how sad is that?

Devlin

ok third installment of First Line Game

"Watch the stars turn into nothing,"
as I rest my head on your shoulder
and hug myself closer to your body.
The night air is perfumed with a
hint of love combining the scent of
the flowers below our perch on the
roof. You snake your arm around me to
hold me in place. The moonlight is
shining down on us like a
blessing on our love. You caress my
cheek then place your lips on
mine. You taste like honey, sugar and
chocolate as I drink from your
sacred mouth as you sip mine. We
pull away and lick our lips to savor
the taste of each other.Goodnight
my sweetheart. I bid you sweet
dreams and dream of the secret
moments we share like this one I
just dreamed and I wasn't even
asleep but in your arms where I
belong

so the first line is from "Kiss And Control" by AFI. Its funny how a song with the word kiss in it ends being in the poem I wrote how cool.

Devlin

Hey everyone,

 I just posted my tokio hotel video playlist in my shout out box all you need to do is hit the arrows on the side of the video.This playlist has 200 videos of tokio hotel and I'm already on playlist 3. If you have any problems let me know or if you have a video you want me to see either put it in a note or send me the link.I just wanted to share these with you. Have Fun.

Devlin

I can't get over how much clarity I get from this game here's the next one

"Bring your secrets to me, just give me"
the time to hear of your past.Take off
the makeup that makes you desirable
and wanted by thousands and let me
see the real you for I believe him to
be just as beautiful as the one you put on
for all the world to see. Tell me everything
from the first time you took your first breath
to the moment I told you the above. I
want to know everything I promise
no one but me will hear your deepest
thoughts.

ok so the first line was from "37mm" by AFI enjoy even thought I know no one will read this.
 

I invented this game here is what you do you take a regular piece of paper and you take a line from a song and write it until you reach the margin of the first line of the piece of paper then you write the rest and let your mind tell you what to write you don't copy the song just the line your own thoughts here's an example of one I wrote

"Walked into our world and made"
the sounds that you love. This is
our paradise. From a word, to a kiss,
to a touch, to a gasping of breath
we have all we need while here
in this moment. The outside world
can't interrupt us. It's so nice being
here with you forgetting responsibilities,
losing track of time, and just to
feel you caress my skin while my
mind focuses on you and wonders
what you think of me. It's nice
to know that when I die you'll
have these wonderful memories
of me. A girl with a hurtful past,
and an unknown future and yet
you love me with your head, your
eyes, your lips, your hands, your fingers,
your arms, and most importantly your
heart. Thank you for giving me your heart
I promise I'll be gentle with it.

see its that easy the first line was from "endlessly she said" by AFI its a fun game try it

Devlin

I was listen to KISS today and I heard some of the coolest lyrics I think I've ever heard.

Here they are
"There's a child in a sundress
Looking at a rainy sky
There's a place in the desert
Where an ocean once danced by
There's a song in the silence
Weaving in and out of time
We are notes in the music
Searching for remembered rhyme"

I just wanted to share this with whoever reads my blog what are your favorite lyrics

Devlin

Ok so if any of you people who read this see the username Devlin1 don't freak out its me ok there is something wired going on with my favorites on my Davard page so I created another one as a test so go ahead and add me again but don't worry Davard will still be here so go ahead and add Devlin1 she's just as nice as Davard.

Devlin

ok so father's day was intense because of the obvious elephant in the room. I tried to avoid him as much as possible but I did end up spending some time with him watching tv and then I took him to a cd store just to air him out and I told him "to be honest dad I didn't plan anything because I thought you were going to be gone by this time." He responded with "well I was hoping to be gone by this time but they held me up at work."  You can imagine how I felt when I heard he was hoping am I really that much of a disappointment to him sometimes I think I'm a drunk night gone horrible wrong to him. So I just down played and tried to enjoy myself. Then Monday rolls around and me and my mom are arriving home from work and we see a big fuck off moving van in our drive way. Well let me to you that was a slap in the face and a punch of reality its like I just woke up from a nightmare to find myself in a nightmare. He plans on leaving wednesday like early morning wednesday. My mom has spoken with my supervisors and they will keep an eye on me because this morning on my way to work I broke down and cried for a good hour and a half. I just hope I keep it together. If funny he's leaving us with all the dirty work all the bills he owes, all the work we have to do to the house before we can move, we'll see how it all turns out. I hope buzznet dosen't go down for the rest of the week.If anyone has a magic carpet that can get me out of here please send it to me I'd love to be anywhere but here.

Devlin

I vow for now (that rhymes) to never have kids for as long as I live

Why? you ask me because of my dad. He is a LIAR and I refuse to pass his genetics on and his bloodline stops with ME God Damn it.I hate it that his blood runs through my veins I wish I could get a blood transfusion.

Let me start at the beginning as a lot of you know my parents got divorced and I told you about the affairs my father has had with several women over the pass year and a half. Well he told us he was going to Texas and that he would stay as long as we needed him, well plans change yesterday we found out that he has a job there waiting for him and that he needs to be there by june 15 (whatever happened to "I'll stay as long as you need me" I don't know) Now my mother just finished her semester at the universty and was regrouping for the new semester, meanwhile I have just started my summer semester. So beyond all the homework we will both have we have to:
A.) Find a place
B.) Pack all of our stuff
C.) Clean up the house we currently live in and pay off the rent
D.) say goodbye to Dad forever

Want to know the sad thing a part of me still loves my father, so i deadicate the song "I hate myself for loving you" by joan jett to myself,(I'll post the video for it its a great song) and yet a part of me want s him gone this would all be so much easier if he hadn't lied to me when I was 12 my father told me about the plans for a divorce but he said "we plan on being  close so you can run back and forth." But now he's going to Fucking Texas. Its like he dosen't want to be father anymore like I did something wrong but he won't tell me what I did or how I can fix it.

To the person that reads this because I know no one does thank you for listening while I vented BUZZNET is the only place I have friends.

Devlin

ok I vowed to never do blog because nobody reads it but I'm fucking bored and I feel like I have something to say

Do you ever feel depressed for no reason at all.
Like you have to be depressed because everyone expects you to be
My father(who will be leaving for good soon:)) exects me to only be happy.One time I got mad and threw the remote to the TV on the couch he jumped up at me and told if I ever did that again I could kiss my CD'S goodbye (before I got an IPOD Which I am madly in love with.) I guess its the whole blond thing people seem to think that because I am blond that I have to be this happy bubbly person and I'm not I spend a lot of my time just having this glum look on my face and people keep asking me why am I not smiling.I don't feel like smiling.

I tend to be a lot like Charlie Brown Holidays depress me, Valentine's Day is just a remind to me of how much my family doesn't love me I mean my mom loves me and my cats but no one else.Don't get me wrong I'm a frim believer in romance, love, commitment but not in marriage and V-Day.Maybe becasue I wasn't the product of love, I sometime think that in my father's eyes I am a drunk night gone horribly wrong.

My father will be heading to Texas soon he told my mom "there's no reason for me to be here all my friends are in Texas." I would think a daughter would be very good reason to stay but then again I'm just a daughter. I know he tells his girlfriends about me. I heard him telling one of them about the time I met The Academy Is... I tend to look at those moments between me and the bands I meet as private moments and I never talk about them with any body other then my mom and dad and then I downplay and hardly ever mention it again. He told one girl about the time the lead singer of a rock band kissed me (I will not give the name of the band or the singer's name because the singer I'm told is engaged and I don't want to create a scandel) after I told him not to tell any one he went and told her I was very upset with him. I'm so glad he's not on buzznet anymore he's too busy on myspace with his girlfriends because if he read this I'm sure I get in trouble.

I wonder sometimes why we have to be what people want us to be I can't help but ask whats so scary about me that I have to be a certain way for people.

my fingers hurt so I'll stop for now

Devlin

Artist: My Chemical Romance
Album: The Black Parade
Song: Teenagers

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]

This song is so true is not even funny. I find that there are times where even I say or do something that would frighten me (besides looking in the mirror) I find that teenagers do and think sometimes like little kids.

What about you whoever reads this?

Devlin

Artist: Schoolyard Heroes
Album: Abominations
Song: "The Plastic Surgery Hall Of Fame"

15 minutes is much too generous for a girl with a cripled smile.
She walks, suffering with none of the benefits
She will be your plague tonight.
30 seconds is all we're giving her. Any more and the time has passed.
Nothing shatters like broken glass, with lips like murder and a mouth like trash

You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so...

You're so pretty and you're so dead
You're so pretty and you're so dead
Look at what they've done to us
You're so pretty and you're so dead
You're so pretty and you're so dead
Inside out, they've drawn their blood

15 minutes is much too generous.
Pretty faces sewn into a mess.
Blink and you miss like you had to attend to.
The judge got blisters burning in your hand.
Sliced, broken, and built for deception
Man-made smiles make the mirrors ache
Graceful aging given over to the scientists
Now your face displays the modern

(All the boys are singing)
Cut, cut, cut.
(And all the girls are screaming)
Sew me up
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so...

You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
Look at what they've done to us.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
Inside out, they've drawn their blood.

(All the boys are singing)
Cut, cut, cut.
(And all the girls are screaming)
Sew me up
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so...

You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
Look at what they've done to us.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
You're so pretty and you're so dead.
Inside out, they've drawn their blood.

I love this song for so many reasons but I love the whole "You're so pretty and you're so dead" Because of the idea that all things pretty no matter how dead or alive they are.

Artist: Motion City Soundtrack

Album: Even If It Kills Me

Song: This is for real

I've got emotion
Dripping out my pores and I
Thought I would let you know
You are the night light,
Ripping through my wicked world
How you make it sparkle and glow,
Before I lose control
There's just one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go
Don't let go
Don't let go

I had some nightmares,
Clawing at my skin and bones
I nearly did explode
You smoked the demons
Gave me back my feelings
Now I am good to go
Before, my face hits the floor
There's just one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

For a physical challenge I'm notoriously bored
Intravenous delivery, electrolytes and more
Everytime it's the same routine
Out with the bad, in with the clean
Before I lose all motor skills
There's one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

ok so in the world of Devlin this song talks about feelings and how you need to know whether or not they are real. Sometimes we have an experence and it feels like a dream but we need to know the difference between real and imaginary. As musch as it sucks we have to know.

Devlin

Artist: New Found Glory
Album: From The Screen To Your Stereo Pt. 2
Song: The Promise (feat. Chris Carrabba of Dashboard Confessional)

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will...

If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.

And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.

Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
And if I had to walk the world, that make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise you, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise you, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise you)
And if I have to walk the world to make you fall for me,(I promise you)
I promise you, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will...

ok How many people want if not the perfect person the person who promises to try and be that perfect person. How many? Really? And besides when say that person is perfect you mean he's perfect for you. But I love this song for all those reasons.

Devlin

Artist: We The Kings
Album: We The Kings
Song: Check Yes Juliet

Check yes Juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
check yes Juliet
kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
there's no turning back for us tonight

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes Juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind

lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

we're flying through the night
we're flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by my side

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be...

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
You and me
You and me

ok this song is just so much fun I love the concept of runnning away with the one you love and I offen dream about it. It's just so cool to think that sometimes you can for get responsibilities and disappear for a little while.

Devlin

Artist: AFI

Album: The Art Of Drowning

Song: Sacrifice Theory

Hear one thousand screams.
Hear one thousand voices.
A solitary echo.
Feel one thousand pains,
But one is receiving a bloody invitation.

Do you want to feel the warmth?
To taste the life, to taste the life
Do you want taste the life?
To taste the life, to taste the life flow?
Go, Go

Feel one thousand lost,
sinking into soft skin.
Ingest rejuvenation.
One to consume,
One to renew.
Demanded invitation.

Do you want to feel the warmth?
To taste the life, to taste the life
Do you want taste the life?
To taste the life, to taste the life flow?

I offer grace,
I offer blood.
I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear.
I offer grace,
I offer blood.
I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear.

Let me taste the life flow.

Do you want to feel the warmth?
To taste the life, to taste the life
I want to taste the life.
To taste the life, to taste the life flow.
Go, Go, Woah, Go

ok so the part to me that sticks out for me is the " Do you want to feel the warmth? To taste the life" Its kind of like he's offering to show you the world throught his eyes and in exchange he'll let you show him yours.

Devlin

Artist: HIM

Album: Love Metal

Song: Endless Dark

Softly the light shines in through
The gates of grace on me and you
Deceiving our restless hearts
A flickering flame so serene
Devours the night so we could see
The fear we hold on to so strong

But I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal our wounds
And light this endless dark

Lonely the light shines on you
Through the gates of fire entombed
Feeding on your love
Weak is the blaze that kept me away
From cruelty and tenderness embraced
Saving my soul no more

And I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds
And light this endless dark

And I know where I belong
Away from your gods
That heal all wounds
And light this endless dark
That shine on you and tame your burning heart
That bury my truth right into your arms
That worship the tomb of our forlorn love

 

ok so to me this song is talking about how people want to be together but can't. The line that sticks out for me is "And I know where I belong, Away from your gods"

 

What about the rest of you

Artist: Saosin
Album: Saosin
Song: Come Close
Remind yourself

That they are the ones who will hold you still
My thoughts exploding in thousands of pieces (Thousands of pieces)
It looks so beautiful when, I know it's not love cause

I've been trying (As we are waiting)
I've been trying to let you know
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can be yourself again

When you notice yourself
as something more than just a reflection
you'll see (you'll see)
it's not me (it's not me)
I guess I'm trying to say,
I know it's not love, but...

I've been trying (As we are waiting)
I've been trying to let you know
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can be yourself again

Now you've found love, it's shining through
Come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can be yourself again

Come close, and I will carry you,
Come close, in my arms.

so this song is about finding that person or that place where you can be yourself (or another part of yourself) and let your hair down. I think we all need a place to run off and be the people we want to be or just forget everything.

you guys know what to do?
Devlin

Artist: Cute Is What We Aim For

Album: The Same Old Blood Rush With A New Touch

Song: Newport Living

Everyone's a let down
It just depends on how far down they can go
In every circle of friends there's a whore
The one who flirts
And does a little more
But who's to say?
This is a social scene anyway
And everybody wants to explore the new girl
Caught up in her own hard liquor world
But liquor doesn't exist in my world
But liquor doesn't exist in my world

And if you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie you don't deserve to have them
If you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie

You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack

The social scene where she gets her fix
Has been broken since '86
Now just look at that social clique
Do you really wanna be a part of it?
Let's not let us forget
Where she gets the habit
She gets the pills from her skills
She gets the skills from the pills
And just look at that clique
Do you really wanna be the star of it?

You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack

If you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie you don't deserve to have them
If you lie you don't deserve to have friends
If you lie

Everybody is a let down
It just depends on how far down they can go

You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack
You are a sell out
But you couldn't even do that right
So your price tag has been slashed
And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack

ok to me the part that sticks out and bites me on the ass is "if you lie you don't deserve to have friends" because I can't help but ask the question when dose lying become creative story telling because if you want someone to listen to you, you have to tell them that this is true and then when you finish the story you tell you made it up. I also love the fact that they compare life to shopping especially when meeting new people.

what about whoever reads this what do you think?

Devlin