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	      <title><![CDATA[One oF The Best Love song ever]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/3736521/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<font size="5" face="Verdana"><font size="2"><b>This song is so sexy and just right for V-day even thought I don't celebrate it.<br><br>"Written In The Stars"</b><br><br>  <i>[Shane:]</i><br>  Stay with me<br>  Don't fall asleep too soon<br>  The angels can wait for a moment<br>  <br>  Come real close<br>  Forget the world outside<br>  Tonight we're alone<br>  It's finally you and I<br>  <br>  It wasn't meant to feel like this<br>  Not without you<br>  <br>  <i>[All:]</i><br>  Cos when I look at my life<br>  How the pieces fall into place<br>  It just wouldn't rhyme without you<br>  When I see how my path<br>  Seem to end up before your face<br>  The state of my heart<br>  The place where we are<br>  Was written in the stars<br>  <br>  <i>[Bryan:]</i><br>  Don't be afraid<br>  I'll be right by your side<br>  Through the laughter and pain<br>  Together we're bound to fly<br>  <br>  I wasn't meant to love like this<br>  Not without you<br>  <br>  <i>[All:]</i><br>  Cos when I look at my life<br>  How the pieces fall into place<br>  It just wouldn't rhyme without you<br>  When I see how my path<br>  Seem to end up before your face<br>  The state of my heart<br>  The place where we are<br>  Was written in the stars<br>  <br>  <i>[Mark:]</i><br>  I made a few mistakes, yeah<br>  <i>[Shane:]</i><br>  Like sometimes we do<br>  <i>[Mark:]</i><br>  Been through lot of heartache <br>  But I made it back to you<br>  <br>  <i>[All:]</i><br>  Cos when I look at my life<br>  How the pieces fall into place<br>  It just wouldn't rhyme without you<br>  And when I see how my path<br>  Seem to end up before your face<br>  The state of my heart<br>  The place where we are<br>  Was written in the stars<br>  <br>  <i>[All:]</i><br>  When I look at my life<br>  How the pieces fall into place<br>  It just wouldn't rhyme without you<br>  When I see how my path<br>  Seem to end up before your face<br>  The state of my heart<br>  The place where we are<br>  Was written in the stars<br>  <br>  <i>[Shane:]</i><br>  The state of my heart<br>  The place where we are<br>  Was written in the stars<br><br>Now that you have the lyrics here what it sounds like<br><br>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMF6JAVJnhs<br></font></font>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>love songs</category>
		  		  	<category>westlife</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2009-02-10T09:26:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[My arms long to reach for you]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/3418841/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[ok so today I'm missing my cat Blossom because...<br><br>&nbsp;Last Thursday my cat didn't get up to eat or drink all day so my mom called the vet and the vet noticed his abs were swollen and pierced his abs to see what it was. she pulled out a vile of blood and my heart sank because cats and surgery don't go well together she gave the chances of him surviving and they were not good so I agreed to have put him to sleep. I wanted it done in front of me as sick as that sounds to whoever reads this but for me its the reality that I'm never gonna get to hold him and kiss him and tell him I love him forever that I needed to deal with they brought him and I petted him as they inserted the needles and I looked right into his eyes the whole time and he just turned his head and rested it on the table the nurse said he was gone and we said we'd go home because they were about to close and they wanted to get home.<br><br>creepy thing I was born July 24, 1988 @ <span style="text-decoration: underline;">9:57<span style="text-decoration: underline;">a.m</span></span> my cat died November 20, 2008 @ <span style="text-decoration: underline;">9:57pm</span> tell me that's not wired. <br><br>I think the part that hurts the most is that all the men in my life have left me: My father left, my male cat, the only male people that have never left me are the rock bands I'm a fan of god I am so pathetic how sad is that?<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>blog</category>
		  		  	<category>sadness</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-11-24T12:48:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[First Line Game]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/3194961/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[ok third installment of First Line Game<br><br>"Watch the stars turn into nothing,"<br>as I rest my head on your shoulder<br>and hug myself closer to your body.<br>The night air is perfumed with a<br>hint of love combining the scent of <br>the flowers below our perch on the <br>roof. You snake your arm around me to <br>hold me in place. The moonlight is <br>shining down on us like a<br>blessing on our love. You caress my <br>cheek then place your lips on<br>mine. You taste like honey, sugar and<br>chocolate as I drink from your <br>sacred mouth as you sip mine. We<br>pull away and lick our lips to savor <br>the taste of each other.Goodnight<br>my sweetheart. I bid you sweet<br>dreams and dream of the secret<br>moments we share like this one I<br>just dreamed and I wasn't even<br>asleep but in your arms where I <br>belong<br><br>so the first line is from "Kiss And Control" by AFI. Its funny how a song with the word kiss in it ends being in the poem I wrote how cool.<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>blog</category>
		  		  	<category>lyrics</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-10-15T11:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[video playlist]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/3194831/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Hey everyone,<br><br>&nbsp;I just posted my tokio hotel video playlist in my shout out box all you need to do is hit the arrows on the side of the video.This playlist has 200 videos of tokio hotel and I'm already on playlist 3. If you have any problems let me know or if you have a video you want me to see either put it in a note or send me the link.I just wanted to share these with you. Have Fun.<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>tokio hotel</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-10-15T11:09:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[First Line Game]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/3179821/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I can't get over how much clarity I get from this game here's the next one<br><br>"Bring your secrets to me, just give me"<br>the time to hear of your past.Take off<br>the makeup that makes you desirable<br>and wanted by thousands and let me<br>see the real you for I believe him to <br>be just as beautiful as the one you put on<br>for all the world to see. Tell me everything<br>from the first time you took your first breath<br>to the moment I told you the above. I<br>want to know everything I promise<br>no one but me will hear your deepest<br>thoughts.<br><br>ok so the first line was from "37mm" by AFI enjoy even thought I know no one will read this.<br>&nbsp;]]></description>
		  		  	<category>blog</category>
		  		  	<category>lyrics</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-10-13T07:10:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[The First Line Game]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/3127831/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I invented this game here is what you do you take a regular piece of paper and you take a line from a song and write it until you reach the margin of the first line of the piece of paper then you write the rest and let your mind tell you what to write you don't copy the song just the line your own thoughts here's an example of one I wrote<br><br>"Walked into our world and made"<br>the sounds that you love. This is <br>our paradise. From a word, to a kiss,<br>to a touch, to a gasping of breath<br>we have all we need while here<br>in this moment. The outside world<br>can't interrupt us. It's so nice being<br>here with you forgetting responsibilities,<br>losing track of time, and just to <br>feel you caress my skin while my <br>mind focuses on you and wonders <br>what you think of me. It's nice<br>to know that when I die you'll<br>have these wonderful memories<br>of me. A girl with a hurtful past,<br>and an unknown future and yet<br>you love me with your head, your<br>eyes, your lips, your hands, your fingers,<br>your arms, and most importantly your<br>heart. Thank you for giving me your heart<br>I promise I'll be gentle with it.<br><br>see its that easy the first line was from "endlessly she said" by AFI its a fun game try it<br><br>Devlin<br><br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>game</category>
		  		  	<category>lyrics</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-10-07T11:12:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[sweet lyrics]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/2956371/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I was listen to KISS today and I heard some of the coolest lyrics I think I've ever heard.<br><br>Here they are<br><font size="2" color="#444433" face="Verdana">"There's a child in a sundress<br>
Looking at a rainy sky<br>
There's a place in the desert<br>
Where an ocean once danced by<br>
There's a song in the silence<br>
Weaving in and out of time<br>
We are notes in the music<br>
Searching for remembered rhyme</font>"<br><br>I just wanted to share this with whoever reads my blog what are your favorite lyrics<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>lyrics</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-09-02T10:51:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Devlin1]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/2757621/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Ok so if any of you people who read this see the username Devlin1 don't freak out its me ok there is something wired going on with my favorites on my Davard page so I created another one as a test so go ahead and add me again but don't worry Davard will still be here so go ahead and add Devlin1 she's just as nice as Davard.<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-28T13:11:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[the dad update]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/2531751/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[ok so father's day was intense because of the obvious elephant in the room. I tried to avoid him as much as possible but I did end up spending some time with him watching tv and then I took him to a cd store just to air him out and I told him "to be honest dad I didn't plan anything because I thought you were going to be gone by this time." He responded with "well I was hoping to be gone by this time but they held me up at work."&nbsp; You can imagine how I felt when I heard he was hoping am I really that much of a disappointment to him sometimes I think I'm a drunk night gone horrible wrong to him. So I just down played and tried to enjoy myself. Then Monday rolls around and me and my mom are arriving home from work and we see a big fuck off moving van in our drive way. Well let me to you that was a slap in the face and a punch of reality its like I just woke up from a nightmare to find myself in a nightmare. He plans on leaving wednesday like early morning wednesday. My mom has spoken with my supervisors and they will keep an eye on me because this morning on my way to work I broke down and cried for a good hour and a half. I just hope I keep it together. If funny he's leaving us with all the dirty work all the bills he owes, all the work we have to do to the house before we can move, we'll see how it all turns out. I hope buzznet dosen't go down for the rest of the week.If anyone has a magic carpet that can get me out of here please send it to me I'd love to be anywhere but here.<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>blog</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-06-17T07:29:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[My dad is a liar]]></title>
	      <link>http://davard.buzznet.com/user/journal/2417691/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I vow for now (that rhymes) to never have kids for as long as I live<br><br>Why? you ask me because of my dad. He is a LIAR and I refuse to pass his genetics on and his bloodline stops with ME God Damn it.I hate it that his blood runs through my veins I wish I could get a blood transfusion.<br><br>Let me start at the beginning as a lot of you know my parents got divorced and I told you about the affairs my father has had with several women over the pass year and a half. Well he told us he was going to Texas and that he would stay as long as we needed him, well plans change yesterday we found out that he has a job there waiting for him and that he needs to be there by june 15 (whatever happened to "I'll stay as long as you need me" I don't know) Now my mother just finished her semester at the universty and was regrouping for the new semester, meanwhile I have just started my summer semester. So beyond all the homework we will both have we have to:<br>A.) Find a place<br>B.) Pack all of our stuff<br>C.) Clean up the house we currently live in and pay off the rent<br>D.) say goodbye to Dad forever<br><br>Want to know the sad thing a part of me still loves my father, so i deadicate the song "I hate myself for loving you" by joan jett to myself,(I'll post the video for it its a great song) and yet a part of me want s him gone this would all be so much easier if he hadn't lied to me when I was 12 my father told me about the plans for a divorce but he said "we plan on being&nbsp; close so you can run back and forth." But now he's going to Fucking Texas. Its like he dosen't want to be father anymore like I did something wrong but he won't tell me what I did or how I can fix it.<br><br>To the person that reads this because I know no one does thank you for listening while I vented BUZZNET is the only place I have friends.<br><br>Devlin<br>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>davard</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-05-27T12:52:00Z</dc:date>
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